i miss mr man :-(
i miss curling up around him...
i miss having him curl up around me...
i miss feeling safe and secure and cared about and loved
i miss feeling happy and warm and glowing inside
i miss the back of his wrists
i miss his stubbly face / short beard
i miss his smile and his laughter
i miss his coffee in the mornings
i miss his tickling me and pretending to beat me up
i miss his pout
i miss his 'yep yep yep yep yep - but'
and his 'i'm cooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwuuuuuld'
and his laughing at my 'widges' (potato wedges)

and thats why i'm feeling vulnerable and displaced right now.
i was all quiet in therapy last week.
silence.
comfortable silence.
but couldn't really figure what to say.
i feel a bit displaced and i couldn't figure why.
i miss mr man.
i feel fragile cause i miss mr man.
:-(
miss him
xxx
sigh.