Thanks wildflower.

My husband is holding my meds for me. It was pill dispensing night and he doesn't watch me do that. I didn't think I'd taken that much. I wasn't trying to kill myself. I was just so overwhelmed. I felt really good the rest of the night.

I know if my pdoc found out she'd throw my *** in the hospital.

I just don't know what to do. I feel physically sick.

I hope we both feel better soon.