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My baseline...how I lived 3 1/2 years ago and many years before that, is rarely existent. I am manic for a couple of months, then mixed, then depressed for a couple of months to a couple of years. Prior to medication, my "big mania" (psychotic break) lasted about 6 months. I have no stability, even on meds. It feels hopeless.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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