t,

im so tired of everything...i want to give up!! i wish i would just do it and stop thinking about it. thats all i ever do is think about it, fantasize about it....but i never do it. what am i waiting around for T??? i guess i dont want to hurt people. mainly you my mom and my sister. i dont want to make you guys suffer... so i feel trapped into living. i dunno, i dont wanna cry...im going to bed.

me