Sorry you're feeling that way fmw. I get that too. Knowing I have a system but not knowing anything about it frustrates the hell out of me. I feel like I don't fit in here too, because I don't even know their names or ages. Like dark matter- I know it's there- all the evidence points to it- but can I see and talk to it??! That's a big ol' nope.

FWIW- I really enjoy reading your posts, and I can empathise with most of what you write. I get a kick out of you expressing yourself here, and I hope you continue to do so for a long time to come. I certainly think you fit in here, even though I can't say that for myself!