Dear t,

Thanks so much for the blanket, you have no idea how much you thinking of that ment to me. Now if you would just make some type of physical contact so that I can think there is somebody that doesn't think I am a leper! I won't even ask for a hug, how about a silke touch on the shoulder or hold my hand when things are hard (I would probably pass out from shock though).
Also, I want so badly for you to make me tell you all about those secrets that you are trying so nicely to be gentle about. I know you are trying to be kind, but I have carried them alone for over 20 years and wish you would make me share everything and help me carry it. But I will wait because I can't do it myself even if I ask supposed to. I hope you realize that I will have to take this to my grave if I have to be the one to disclose and in my time. I just can't do it, no matter how much I want to.