Hi Red Rose,
I quite understand how you are feeling, as I am also going through all of that at the moment. Still need to find a place of my own, new job, etc. Feel totaly lost - but I do believe that things will get better once I am on my own. If you need to talk more, we are all out here. <font color="purple"> </font>
I also believe that it's bad enough being alone, but when you are alone in a relationship it's worse.
Good Luck