it's difficult. i have a diagnosis of DID now, at least i assumed that once i talked in detail about things i didn't for many years with my psychiatrist since the others have ages, names, genders, etc. but they are still very quiet overall. they do not come out, do not talk to people, do not interact with others on forums/chatrooms, etc. so, i do not feel like i fit anywhere, not in a PTSD chatroom, not in a DID one, nowhere. yet, the dissociation and things it causes as a result lately have been a lot worse, and i do not fit anywhere. it's frustrating, and no one likes feeling left out. that is causing even more issues. i feel alone.