I see another T but rarely, he is above 50.
I couldnt talk about my sexual issues with my former T. My current T is male too, I cant talk to women.
Im afraid if I told him about my sexual issues, he would start to think about me sexually like my former T did. I would feel disgusted if he thought about me this way but as I said I cant talk to female T, I have tried. I need help, maybe therapy cant help me.
My former T told me its impossible not to think about sexual stuff Im saying. My current T told me Im attractive but it was in context. Many people used to say- it wont be difficult for you to find a boyfriend because you are attractive.
Im afraid that male Ts think about their female clients in sexual way, I would be mad and run away. So Im scared to even risk to talk about my sexual stuff. I dont know why it bothers me so much, maybe its an issue too. Im not sure I could get over myself and talk about it.
I also dont know can it help me, maybe I simply need to read books about it.