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Old Feb 10, 2016, 08:11 PM
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Originally Posted by finding_my_way View Post
for me, i have seen my psychiatrist for 12 years. every time i go, i am super anxious which can cause a degree of dissociation too. if i talk about something that is hard to talk about too, that can make it worse. it could be a combination of those two things for you. it is hard for me even after so long to talk to my psychiatrist in general.

during the more difficult things, i have experienced what you have too, except i don't know what is being said. the last time that happened, i was talking and then something else in a different tone was said and then something else in another different tone and then it was me talking again. when the other ones came out, i felt really far away. now thinking about it, i remember it more like seeing my body from above/beside almost. i hadn't experienced that much except the last few sessions where i went into more detail about certain things, but it was very strange.

i am also not able to remember a lot of detail of sessions, just vague things. i cannot journal either. it is like part of me blocks it for some reason which is weird because i can write here fine.
with in me this is called anxiety panic attack. my suggestion continue working with your treatment provider, sooner or later the cause will become clear.
Thanks for this!
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