I'm terribly anxious about my mental and physical health. I can't talk to anyone about it so I just cry myself to sleep, my heart pounding in my chest like I'm going to be shattered in a million pieces if it just doesn't stop.
I hate being alone when I'm anxious, and sadly the loneliness fuels the anxiety. I can't turn to anyone to vent or talk about it (even though i'm grateful i can come on this forum)
It is getting harder and harder everyday. I will probably go on anti-anxiety meds again soon, even though everyone is against it because I depend on them quite rapidly.