I remember some of my traumas, but the worst ones I seem to only remember fragments of them. Also, I often react very strongly emotionally to even slight mentions of things or triggers. It is like my body remembers and responds, but my mind doesn't. Also, with my neighbor who SA me, I can remember some of the things he did to me, but I can't remember his face. I hate not remembering stuff because it feels like I can never fully grieve and get past stuff that I can't remember enough about.