Six weeks since you've left me
Six weeks since i've seen you the last time
Six weeks since i've been with you and our unborn child
Three weeks since we've last had contact
Three weeks since our wonderful phone call
Three weeks since we've laughed together
Three weeks since I got hope we could be together again
One week until you got your ultrasound appointment
One week until you tell me there's (hopefully) everything okay with our child
One week until three months pregnancy are done
In four months we wanted to get married

You are the love of my life. You have been the love of my life since I first saw you 8 years ago. After we met again after 6 years you still were the love of my life. you've been it yesterday, you are it today and you'll always be. there's no day my thoughts are not with you and our child. i miss you terribly and i would love to be there for you. we but especially you went through so much in this short period of time. we've been from top to rock bottom but we managed to get through everything together no matter how bad things were or how hopeless the situation appeared to be. we always said we dont wanna loose us again. we said we wont leave each other ever again. this time it was supposed to hold the next 60 years. you once wrote you hope a month becomes a year, a year becomes a decade and a decade becomes a century. you once asked me if you could come with me if i'll ever leave you. now you left me and its all my fault. id like to make it undone but what happened happened. we had so much planned i even wanted to teach you how to swim and how to ride a bike. im endlessly sorry it came to this. i hope you'll soon give me another chance. i love you!