Driving along the interstae today; not in a particular mood, not down or panicked or anything; just driving and theres construction; theres this tall tower right next to the interstate about 7 or so stories high, i looked up at it and had this thought "i wonder if i could get to the top and jump off" ???? Where did that come from?

Im either severely panicked like when your dies on a train track with a train coming or im wanting to jump in front of that train...where did the middle ground go???