Hi dottedfish!

You are telling my story from years ago until this past year. I never knew the therapeutic relationship was like the one I have now.

All sorts of emotions have gone on in this relationship. I don't think you are closed off, I think you haven't found the right one for you.

I had no idea who was right for me when I found this T. I was just so far gone emotionally that I sought help and long story short, he is the one I selected.

Some days, I hate him but most days, I love him. I just need to adjust my expectations of him.

See, this is what you learn through this process. If you need that, I hope you find someone.