(This is my first post in three months. It's strange to be back. I'm seeing my T again.)

Hey T, seeing you again is making my life a little rollercoaster again. The attachment is not completely gone. I don't want to be attached again, but I miss what we had. I miss having you as my go to person and I miss knowing you were always going to be there for me. That's not back after seeing you just once. That has to grow, again.

It won't be the same though. I've changed so much, I'm so much stronger now. I don't need you. But I do like to know that we're okay, that I can trust you again and that I can confide in you, no matter what. How can we make that happen?