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Feb 11, 2016, 05:14 PM
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Member Since: Feb 2016
Location: UK
Posts: 2
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Originally Posted by waggiedog
PLEASE PLEASE do NOT anybody be under the 'safe' impression that your bulimia/binge starve/severe restricting or sometime anorexia is within a safe mode. Just because you're not participating in laxative or intentional vomiting seven days a week or month you are totally SAFE, you are NOT and as one of our learned friends stated, literally the first time you engage in this routine, you're already in a bad place, phyically and mentally, it's extremely addicting. I've also been over active in these dangerous coping methods for over 30 years, yes I've lived on proton pump inhibitors (reflux), still do because of permanent damage. Have had stomach/duodenal ulcer scares, pipes sent down my throat regularity and rectal pipe investigations. I've always told the truth about what I've done or its wasting consultants time. Now have a young hiatus hernia (she's a baby!) but the absolute WORST and sooooooo painful is my now external haemaroids protruding way out of my bottom (but), yes folk make jokes about them but I can assure you the pain at the end of the line where I am right now, is horrendous. Had to have emergency Dr yesterday cos of the pain, bleeding and couldn't even darn well walk!!!!!!! This could clear up quickly if I would just stop the laxative abuse. Well, I've learnt my lesson and had none last night, won't vomit either as I'm feeling soooo tired and vulnerable. So watch out girls and boys!!!!!!! Xxxxx
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Thank you for this post. I am worried that my bulimia is making a comeback after 10 years and i am petrified of it. Thank you for sharing your experience. Lots of love to you xx
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