((((((((((Lady)))))))))))))),

I know exactly how your are feeling and I can understand what you are trying to say, as I replied earlier to one on your post in creative forum, please refer back to that. Space or time away is something you clearly need at the moment, you need that time alone, to think, and to com to your own conclusions. Having that time alone will let you see and view things from a different perspective, not only will it help you, it will also help those feelings you have for that person. And this person obviously is very dear to you, than time will tell what you need to do, but firstly I would suggest you actually speak to this person or write a letter, clearly listing why you need that time alone, and this is not something she can help you with, regardless of her accepting your wishes or not. Remember you are doing this for your self, you’re hurting and you’re seeking to know more about how you feel about your self, your future. As you say you feel so much for this person, than time will also tell if this is a wrong or a right feeling. Also this is nor fair on your boyfriend, or your self, on anyone else, so the sooner you give your self some time and space, the situation will become clearer to you. Plaese don’t hurt you self by hurting others, just try simply do what you need to do. Take Care

The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once
--Albert Einstein