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Originally Posted by janiedough
So, I feel like the supplement was maybe helping a little, but I was also controlling my food intake on a daily bases. Does anyone know if reactive hypoglycemia be a result of iron deficiency as well? God, today was awful because I wasn't able to eat my snacks throughout the day... and I think it may have caused me to be hypoglycemic? I was really cold and barely able to keep my eyes open without shaking and twitching and now I feel like I may lose my job due to poor performance.  I really hope my coworkers are understanding, but I am really afraid of more long meetings. I really can't do them well - after 2 hours I can no longer function without food or a quick nap. Anyone have helpful suggestions? I feel really anxious about this because I was so happy at work and now I feel like I have failed.. I really wish I had a dedicated doctor that I could see for longer than 15 minutes to just talk about everything. |
I had another "crying" fit today when I got home too. Thank god that I am living alone now so nobody yelled at me for it. The crying made me feel so much better. I wish I had a soundproof room to cry in so my neighbors don't get upset with me. Hopefully they didn't hear me and don't judge me for it. I think that feeling of needing a good cry has something to do with the dizziness and exhaustion that I had today. I wonder how the crying episode affects the body's system and the survival reasons for it. I know it has to be a survival instinct of some sort. I feel like I am crying for help every time (subconsciously?). I wish I understood this better... maybe it is a normal emotion that everyone has but is better at hiding? Though, my family has rejected me for this behavior and their reaction to me crying has made me go into hysterics in the past. I shouldn't need to worry about that anymore, though, as I have made the decision to slowly cut them out of my life. (I am slowly discovering that they are all narcissists, which explains some things).