its coming up on the anniversary of me telling about my former Ts abuse. i was talking to my T one day about how i get afraid he is going to hurt me. he seemed a little hurt by that, but i clarified that im not afraid of him doing what former T did specifically. he said well thats good. i could tell it kinda threw him off for a minute. i think its natural and also wise to be aware of these things, i cant condone being totally naive about therapists and the therapy profession. as far as your T, i think she sounds like a good therapist. i dont necessarily see what happened between you and your T as an argument. i dont think she thinks 'ick' about you. i think what you said is perfectly fine to say and to make clear.