Thanks everyone for the replies!! I'm relieved that I'm not the only one that goes through this kinda thing. It's just scary because I felt like i couldn't control any of it once it was over tho, I was calm as a Hindu cow for some reason. My illness has put quite the strain on my relationship but I'm thankful to have a girlfriend who is very support and understanding. I've put her through alot. My therapist however tells me she's not a good fit for me

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