I think I figured out something. You know how I asked you that question about why I can't walk out of your office and not feel like I need you? Well you know what I realized today? It's more.... it's more.... that I need the me that I am when I am there.... the me that feels confident, and accepted, and understood, and well yes, loved. And, AND, I need to feel all of that stuff coming from ME.... I'm so sorry you're sick, t, but....not having a session today was a good thing.