Hello Rachelakabatman: This sounds familiar to me. I have struggled with depression & anxiety for many years. And for most of that time, I have had the propensity to make sarcastic, derogatory remarks about pretty-much everybody & every situation. Some of it I think is on target. But allot of it is just my way of trying to cut others down for my own benefit. Fortunately or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it, I have for some years now kept almost entirely to myself. So my negative comments merely evaporate. Sometimes I think it would be good if I could stop. But unless or until I can genuinely feel differently, I'd only be blocking my thoughts; which I think is also probably not beneficial. Anyway... I just wanted to share that as a way of saying you're not alone with regard to this.