THanks again to everyone for the posts. Yeah I REALLY DONT WANT TO, but im worried my mind, subconscious want to because i continue to have like dreams and stuff, i wake up, and im disgusted by whats happened but i have like an erection and i like get so disgusted at that thought, and it scaes the hell out of me, or like whatever. I just get so nervous and stuff, i saw a consulor on monday or i guess shed be a psychiatrist, shes employed by my school and what not. I hope to god my orientation hasnt changed because it continues to mess with my subconscious, and the stuff is going on is pretty hardcore, which scares me too.. this dream was kind of strange, basically i bought gay porn from borat and then like watched it, and envisioned it from my head. it was the strangest, yet scariest dream ever. I know were all gay to an extent, but im wondering if i changed orientation or what not. I just want these thoughts to stop so i hope the therapist continues to help, it helped temporarily to let this all off, and taking a break from porn should help.

Aight everybody