I can feel it. T called me back last night but on my work phone close to 7:00pm. Now, he knows that I am not at work this late. He has my cell number and that is usually the number he calls.

Did I have to say the words 'yes, call my work number which is only good until 5:00"?

When he wants to get a hold of me, he knows how. He never intended to get a hold of me. He wasn't real nice on the voice mail either.

I left him a message this morning and basically said forget it. It's not that important anymore see you tonight.

How can he do this to me knowing how last session went? Am I expected to just feel stuff only when I have an appointment? I'm sorry, pain doesn't work that way.

I will never ever call again like this. I know that I am not his top priority and he has many other things going on.

I don't feel I am being self absorbed here. I need to stay away from this topic tonight. I'm way too upset.