I have a great mom, but I often wish my T could be my second mom. It's hard knowing that we'll never be able to have that kind of relationship. I'm insanely jealous of her son, who does get to have that type of relationship with her. Anyways, I understand your feelings of wanting T to be mom, and I'm sorry about the original email situation. I'm glad she ended up sending that one email that she had forgotten to send from her drafts though!