@Avlady
I don't disagree with the SAD. Its more of a grown up version of it, as I'm not a child. I don't really form close relationships to many people because of obviously I had to deal with a variety of people, usually negative and I just don't have time and the patience to try to form friendships especially other women my age because my experiences in life are much different to theirs and I've haven't had a serious relationship with a guy so its hard to express my feelings to the one. Plus not many people get why I'm family-orientated, I've been stuck into this role for too long and it can be hard to be selfish by not assisting them financially and emotionally. Thus, I am getting employment to save up enough to get a loan on a car and move out my own. The hotel dilemma was the first time I've moved out my own, so I obviously have the life skills of budgeting, staying safe and all that.
I appreciated the response, thankyou.