Hello everyone,
Ok, I've been dealing with some strange thoughts and I'd like to know if I'm the only one, if you already felt it and/or if you can help me.
Just a quick background: I have a great family, a great girlfriend and amazing friends. I'm not quite happy at my job but that's ok, I'm looking for a new one. I also have some self-esteem issues due to my weight but I've been working on that as well.
I go out, I do a lot of different activities, I enjoy them but sometimes I look at people and think "Why would I work on me if life is gonna end soon, you can die tomorrow and even if we don't, we have what? 50 years? It's gonna end anyway. Why should I buy a new dress? We all dress the same way. I don't care. Yes, this movie is great but them what?" etc etc
Do you understand my point? It's so strange that I can't even explain...