I was doing really bad, really bad panic attack. Getting jolted. Messed up breathing.

To be honest it wasn't a friend who posted it, it was my husband.

He's out of town I was on facebook with him just a while ago. He didn't try to console me or delete the video. He was too "drunk". So I went to his facebook and deleted the video.

But he had a message open with another girl. He's been telling her how beautiful she it. How she's the most beautiful woman in the world. He didn't type drunk to her, but he did to me.

My favorite quote was "F***N A I GOT MY WIFE ON LINE 2"

That killed the panic attack. I don't know how I feel now. Out of body kinda.

I'm going to explode.