Sometimes, I wonder what it would be like if I started cutting again or if I stepped in front of a car. I know that it would hurt a lot and I'm afraid to die, but sometimes I wish that I was brave enough to just do it. Like it's going to be 10 times easier than what my life is like now. I'm really stressed out and sometimes I'm sad and sometimes I'm not but I'm never happy. I don't know what I want out of life and I don't even know if it's even worth it living like this. Nothing in my life is good right now and I don't even have anyone in my life who is supportive or even tries to understand.