Ok, so I'm lost. I see jokes, religious beliefs, or non beliefs,
Jamie, are you serious, or it a joke you're making?

Whether or not you can see a deity can be debated forever, but that's not what matters.
If you are sure you see Jesus, why would he want you to do something and hide it from your husband?
It sounds like hallucinations. You need to see your doc.

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