Hello Sierana: You know... I think we all have these sorts of thoughts from time-to-time. I certainly do. When you really think about it, what's the point of most of what we humans spend our time doing? And I think there's no particular problem with having these kinds of thoughts occasionally. The danger can be that they can become a "block", so to speak, that keeps you from accomplishing anything; to the point where, as you get older, you'll look back & realize you've squandered your whole life. (I have some personal experience with this...) The antidote is, I think, to find something you love to do, just for the sake of doing it... while you're here... & pursue it without regard for the outcome...