Hi Noctury

Do you think maybe we could look at it as the changes giving the motivation you really needed to quit, which ultimately may be a good thing??
Although.......not sure whether the word "quit" is having too many negative connatations for you??
How about, the way I see it, as you showed incredible resilience over the years, overcame many challenges however got to the point where you decided "Why should you have to put up with everything being thrown at you???!!!!", that you were worth more than that. And that isn't about "quitting" , it's about doing what's right for you.
So huge kudos on sticking at it that long, and huge kudos for deciding "enough is enough"
Now maybe this is a great opportunity to find something better for you, something that can even help a bit with the depression, you clearly have a lot to give

Alison