Hello all! I am sorry for the late reply, but life has been hectic and I have been more depressed than usual. I'm sorry I don't have time to reply to each person individually, but I just wanted to thank everyone for their support and replies. Just reading my post means a lot to me.
I agree with what you all had to say. Some people said that I have to choose my friends better and I agree. I am not the best at choosing friends. I am now beginning to like myself so I want to find people who will make me feel comfortable. I also agree with some of you who said I might be taking things too personally. I have trust issues from past traumas so that clouds my judgment sometimes.
Thanks so much for responding. I appreciate it and am very grateful.