I am so lost and hurt right now! I've been diagnosed BPD. My hubby and I were dating when I was diagnosed. He was with me through my week long hospitalization. He was so suportive, so loving, so caring. We got married in May and everything had been going well. I lost the fight the other day and cut again. I cut Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. For about the last week my husband has been pulling away from me. He was suportive, but as the week has worn on he's started just ignoring me. He doesn't say he loves me anymore. I told him last night that I thought our marriage was going down the toliet. Now he is trying to get me to call off my trip I have planned for the weekend (I would love to, but I have several people counting on me to go). I asked him today if he thought our marriage is in trouble. He said yes. I asked him if it was because I was sick, He said yes. I don't know what to do! I'm starting therapy today, but I know it will take a while to start getting better. Any thoughts or suggestions? Anyone been here and made it through ok? I love my husband more the anything, and I don't want to lose him. I just don't know what to do.
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Helpless