A few days ago I was at the end of my tether. All I could think about was not being here, and it was a very bleak time. 2 mornings ago, I have no idea how or why, but I woke up and I didn't want to die. I felt OK. It was a really weird feeling but I felt like actually I wanted to stick around.

I can't explain it but it just happened. The last couple of days have been hard but I've not wanted to not be here. I actually spent one morning singing with my daughter and laughed like I meant it. Whoever is out there, going through the same thing, please don't give up hope. 12 hours can change everything. If you want to message me then go ahead, I am happy to help anyone. I feel like I've been given another chance to be OK

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