So I have been depressed for few months. One of my recent sessions with my pdoc she encouraged me to go out on valentine day and do some of the singles event. I found a thing called a lock and key party in the city. Guys get a key girls get a lock. You go around mingling and seeing if your key opens her lock. If so you get raffle tickets and a new set of keys and locks. I found this on meetup

Well today I as feeling neutral. Not depressed went out to get a new outfit, which got me a little sad how much weight I've gained but look nice in it. I went to the gym and for the sake of saving me deleting and retyping went to work beforehand. Left early though to take a nap then go shopping. I ended the day with steamed chicken and broccoli from my Chinese place.

So how do I mingle. It has been so long since I've been out and moreover never been out by myself. How do I compose myself to be mr life at the party? By the any my pdoc told me that my goals should be to meet as many people as possible, not try to hook up. Her rationale being making new friends and evolving my social life. And most importantly be me.