I kind of see what you are saying. I think I could kind of relate. I either do something or I don't. I rarely just do a bit of something. Like i post on this forum obsessively. I probably will stop completely at some point. I can't just do a little of it. It is obsessive a bit. I am the same with my hobbies or my cooking or my reading etc I either do it obsessively all the time or not at all.

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