I have 19 days before I see pdoc and 5 days before seeing T again. I'm taking my meds until I see T again it's a slow poison. The only thing that really stuck that he said I have the choice of slipping into a mood swing that will make me go IP (where I get no choice) or dead or take the meds and slowly die. I still want the meds out of me. I want the tainted blood out of me.