I read a lot.
My husband totally buys into the chemical imbalance deal,partly my fault as I used it to describe what is wrong with me.
So now he's insisting on complete compliance with my drugs.
I'm scared.
I don't want to be dependent on drugs for the rest of my life.
Who knows what will happen when he retires to our medical coverage. Plus these drugs are getting more and more expensive.
What if they're doing more harm than good as has been written about?
How do you feel about this?
I'm so tired of the side effects.And scared about the potential tapering to rid myself of these drugs.
I have a million reasons to suffer mentally. Abuse. Fiancé suicide. Best friend suicide.
Being robbed over 50 times.
Poor diet.
No intimacy with partner of 20 years.
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 Bipolar 1
Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150
Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam
Hasn't helped yet.
From sunny California!
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