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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow
No private room. Something about suicide risk being too high still and they don't like to put people with my risk in private rooms. And the room I'm in is right across from where the tech sits so more monitoring. They are just trying to keep my double room a single as long as possible. But since there is like 1 other open female bed it's very unlikely that will last until I go home Tuesday. Oh well. I'll survive. Just 3 more full days.
I'm starting to respond to the Clozaril and have been going to groups. I need a lot of naps and this morning they let me sleep until 10:15 so that was 10 hours of solid sleep except for a bathroom break. Now if I could just stand the noise and be out of my room more. But soon I'll be in my own quiet home in the woods.
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You are much braver than me.
Just reading the slight detail of ward life that you've written makes me ill. My therapist knows that I will never go into a hospital again voluntarily and he knows that I will never let him know what I'm thinking so that he could have me taken in so we're at a happy impasse.
I just stumbled on your note. I read and I simply had to congratulate you. I'm far too childish and afraid to go back in even knowing that even a one week stay would be beneficial.
I don't know your situation but I'm hoping for the best for you.
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