No I would not go to the hospital on my own and my Dr today said that him and my T were counting on me letting them know when it is time to go and I told him I couldn't do that. So he added Mirapex to what I am already taking and went over my other options none of which were great. They all require me to take time off of work and I am not sure I want to do that right now.

So my options were:
Do another full course of ECT, which was his first choice.
Do a Ketamine drug trial.
Change to an MAOI but to do that I have to go off all my current meds for a week and he wants me at least in a day hospital to do that.
And of course there is inpatient.

Not sure what to do and he wants me to call him in a couple of days with my thoughts.