(This isn't a bash facebook thread)

I just found out that I was defriended by a friend on facebook. I met her in college. I know that I'm not very close to her but I try to make new friends. I just have a hard time getting close to them because for some reason we never become "close friends" or "best friends" (I hate that last one.) I'm discouraged because I feel like I will never have close friendships. I just wonder why she did that. Do you think I should ask her why??? I just don't know what to do. My year hasn't gone too well and honestly, I don't want to have to say that I lost another friend. I have already given up on making friends. I would like to say that I at least have some friends still left in life. I hate my life.

should i delete her phone number?? I already texted her, just afraid that I won't' get an answer. I feel like I run everybody off. I'm losing hope in life.