This is just my personal opinion, but it sounds like you would really be better off alone. Concentrating on taking control of your own life & your new childs life......not being dependent on others who may constantly leave you in the Jery Springer, soap opera, drama life.

It is always best to be independent....you know your needs & the needs of your child & you need to be the responsible one.....maybe it's time to work on that responsibility & figure yourself out without anyone else getting in the way.

You are in a tough spot, but why let anyone else in to make it even tougher?
Debbie