Wow. Sorry for me having fun with this but I've never made a list. Never really seen whats there because "think positive", you know... but maybe be "nice" seeing what I'm really dealing with....

I have moderate depression with a lot of not feeling pleasure lately
I have obsessions and compulsions
I get stressed by all "minor" things
I am scared of getting the dreaded panic because it is sososo bad and leaves me raw sometimes for months
I have a lot of executive functioning issues (from asperger's and ADD)
I am addicted to Xanax
I have a very vague but never good sleep pattern (DSPS mixed with non 24)
I am currently stuck at "empty", in a neverending cycle of identity "issues"
I have gender dysphoria
I have lupus
I have Sjogren's
I have Hashimoto's
I have essential tremor
I have silent migraines
I have teeth needing fixed (and dental phobia)
I am severely myopic
I have a malformed thumb nail meaning I can just pick up things with one hand
I have "battle scars"
I am overweight borderline to what is seen as obesity
I have heartburn every day
I have bad cramps at the time of month
My best friend was diagnosed with one more lifelong illness last year
All our pets are aged (I love them sooo much!)
My rent might be increased by 60 %, finances say no, can't move, so no idea
My ISP was changed to a more expensive but worse one (only one choice in broadband)
My TV provider was changed so basic cable went from very good to not worth watching at all
I'm at minus in my finances this month because three large expenses happened at the same time, one being one of my meds that isn't covered)
A gang formed in my neighborhood so now people are getting shot and people are freaked out
Else my life is perfect!