Yes definitely do a lot of research. Educate yourself so you can know what to expect, and different ways to cope. BP isn't a death sentence but it is absolutely a life changer. For me at least. At my time of diagnosis I was so out of control and a horrible kid that I was just relieved to be able to put a name to it. However my family refused to listen to those "quacks" and "pill pushers" so I was left on my own. I fell many times. Quit my meds, drank myself half to death, [trigger] multiple suicide attempts and inpatient stays. But i learned from my mistakes and today I don't touch alcohol (although I'm not completely sober all the time) and I'm on a good cocktail of meds. Lately I've been dealing with extreme stress but you learn coping skills and how to handle things. Hell, I just spent over 6 hrs crying my eyes out but it's better than harming myself. Taking a mood stabilizer is a great start. Mine saved me! You may need a antipsychotic in the mix down the line but we'll handle that when you get there. One day at a time. Remember to breathe. Get plenty of sleep!!!!!! Exhaustion can totally throw me into a mixed dysphoric state very quickly. You'll learn what's best for you as you learn more about the Illness. Keep your appointments with your psych team and speak up if you're not feeling right. They're there to help you. ((Big hugs)) it's going to be okay!

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