Hi Jay bird, thank-you so much for your post. I can really relate to that imagery. I think recently I lost my way, just when I think I have got somewhere and feel able to manage things, something inside me gets overwhelmed again and it's both tiring and disappointing.
Your post has given me a lot to think about and I know I will read it a few times. It has opened another pathway for me to explore.
Thanks again and hope you're doing OK today.