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Originally Posted by venusss
Meds cannot control what is your personality. Sure they can make you apathetic enough and numbed it enough... but when they "stop working" (funny thing, how these things like to "stop working"), it will all come bubbling through.
You need to deal with your dark side to be able to tame it. We all got that side. I have plenty of evil in myself. Just try not to take it out on people who matter to me.
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As if I didn't already feel guilty enough. Thanks. I've been trying to "tame" my dark side, but it seems like without meds I always end up super aggitated, paranoid, delusional, etc... call it what you will but my doctor calls it a manic episode.
If these meds will spontaneously stop working then I guess I'll kill myself before I hurt any more people, since I've already failed at taming my "dark side."
Again, thank you for making things so much clearer. I think I'll go and drink myself into oblivion now to deal with it.