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Originally Posted by escapeartist
As if I didn't already feel guilty enough. Thanks. I've been trying to "tame" my dark side, but it seems like without meds I always end up super aggitated, paranoid, delusional, etc... call it what you will but my doctor calls it a manic episode.
If these meds will spontaneously stop working then I guess I'll kill myself before I hurt any more people, since I've already failed at taming my "dark side."
Again, thank you for making things so much clearer. I think I'll go and drink myself into oblivion now to deal with it.
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Are you really going to blame me for your feelings?
So you tried somewhat to deal with your bad traits, it failed, so you give up and go on with it?
Your doctor might call it what he or she wants... after all it's not like he or she call it "abusive episode". Many people are manic without going all out abusive. And what you described in OP seems more like planned, intricate abusive behavior rather then getting obnoxious or hurting others because of your episodes, because you haven't been thinking about what you are doing.
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