I am not planning on doing AA I went with my mom as a kid and it's a trigger for my anxiety. I honestly don't feel like drinking. I used it to cope. I was just so hot yesterday and full of energy. My mind was racing, so I decided to clean the bathroom. But as I was doing the shower I noticed lots of things that seemed clean but weren't. So I couldn't help but scrub more. And then I found mold. Had to get rid of that. I honestly lost track of time a few times and realized I didn't even remember cleaning, like I heard a door slam and snapped out of it, it was like I was somewhere else but don't remember. It's very hard to explain